10/20/07 07:33 pm
Well, it looks like I may not have an update tomorrow. I was working on some of my pieces at work and my flashdrive got misplaced. Fortunately, it looks like the intern picked it up so I should have it on Monday. So unless I come up with a new idea for a story there won't be another update tomorrow.
Well, I was hoping to have a part time job for this season at Borders Express and I found out today that previous managers did not want to hire me back because I didn't interact with the customers. At least that was the excuse. Now, I don't know exactly what to say about that. Because I know that I was always looking for customers to help when it wasn't busy. So there was probably another reason for it. This sucks because I absolutely refuse to take any time away from Godiva. I think the thing about this that bothers me the most has to with the fact that because I have the hardest time with self-esteem. Especially since I've been job-hunting for over a year. I think I'm over that now, and I am grateful for the hiring manager for being blunt and telling me why she was reluctant to offer me a job. Because she was willing to give me a chance to prove myself, but I think that the whole situation would have just been awkward....
Fortunately, the amount of money that I am aiming to save is $2 k, and even without the overtime that I will be required to put in I will have that amount. So now my goal is to find a job in either Boston or somewhere in New Hampshire by January. Even though I'm trying to stay away from retail and customer service, if I don't have a job offer by mid January then I won't have much of a choice. I have to get the hell out of CT and a place in New Hampshire by the beginning of next year, preferably as soon as the season is over for Godiva.
So I've decided to say screw the second job for the time being. On a side note I got a $100 check from my aunt for graduating from college, officially. I was shocked because I know that she is currently having financial and personal issues. In addition to the Godiva gifts that we are sending to the family this year I am going to send her a box of the G collection as a thank you.